01: Kansas - Carry On My Wayward Son
02: Metallica - Unforgiven (all)
03: AC/DC - Back in Black
04: Motorhead - All Gone to Hell
05: Dokken - Judgment Day
06: Blue Oyster Cult - Don't Fear the Reaper
07: Kansas - Dust in the Wind
08: Metallica - Until it Sleeps
09: Motley Crue - Without you (no comments)
10: REO Speedwagon - Can't Fight this Feeling. Seriously hate Jo for this one. Really.
11: Bon Jovi - Wanted Dead or Alive
12: AC/DC - TNT
13: Surviver - Eye of the Tiger

Muse | Dean Winchester
Fandom | Supernatural

Merry Christmas Jo. Gift for you.

When did Hell become vacation central?

Going on vacation. Odd to say.

01: She's good with a shotgun.
02: She can kick my ass but is still feminine.
03: She knows all about the live I live and is cool with it. Long as I come back.
04: The way she grins when being playful.
05: She can snark it right up with me.
06: That I can call her up all hours of the night and she's just glad to hear from me.
07: The way her face lights up when she sees me.
08: That she can forgive all my past flaws and still see something good in me.
09: The fact she risks having her mom blow a gasket by just being with me.
10: The way she curls up in my lap
11: Her laughter when she's really happy
12: That she likes the same things I do.
13: That she would be willing to sing Metallica lyrics for me if we ever had to get on a plane and I was humming it.

I'll go curl up now because I look like a sap.

Muse | Dean Winchester
Fandom | Supernatural
SO | shotgun_waltz

I shoulda zigged instead of zagged.

When you're gone
The pieces of my heart are missing you
When you're gone
The face I came to know is missing too
When you're gone
The words I need to hear to always get me through the day and make it ok
I miss you
Avril Lavigne - When You're Gone

Dean had taken a drive and found a nice place to park. It was empty and quiet, he needed to clear his head. He went and laid back on the hood of the car with his friend for the evening, Jack. He took a long drink from the bottle and was quiet. Things have gone and gotten strange on him lately with his dying and the coming back. He hadn't said much on the anniversary of his father's death and it was now a new month. Things were slowly starting to weigh on the young man. He had death all around him, in a few weeks it'd be the anniversary of his mother's death again. He sighed taking another drink. He had to shake his head because death seriously loved the Winchesters. Everyone of them has died at least once and that to him was seriously fucked.

There were those times he debated quitting, but he knew now that was not an option for him. Not now, and he wasn't sure it ever would be. He was too far deep into this world and he had trouble keeping his head above water at times. He knew he had a job to do, keep Sam from slipping. He was juggling that and trying to impress Jo. He wasn't sure why wasn't like he could really settle down, not that she was much better living the same life. He thought back to when he was a kid, when his mother was still alive. When he felt this way, like everything was hopeless she always knew what to say. He muttered a bit yeah he'd never admit to being a momma's boy. The truth was he missed his mother a lot sometimes, that wasn't saying he didn't miss his dad. Just he didn't have as much time with her as he had his father. He finished the bottle off and hopped off the car looking up again thinking a moment. SHe had to be.

"Miss you mom."

He got into the Impala then and drove back to where he had been staying and went climbing into bed to try and sleep.

Muse | Dean Winchester
Fandom | Supernatural
Word Count | 358

01: We
02: would
03: be
04: here
05: all
06: year
07: for
08: me
09: to
10: choose
11: just
12: thirteen
13: times

Dean Winchester | Supernatural

01: I'm a hunter.
02: My mom died when I was four.
03: My dad is gone now too
04: I pretty much raised my baby brother Sammy.
05: I'd die to keep my family safe.
06: I died and went to Hell.
07: Wasn't fun. At all.
08: Angels like me, they really like me.
09: I have to save my little brother.
10: I kinda have a thing for this girl.
11: Okay might be more then a thing.
12: She can probably kick my ass or get damn close.
13: I've learned some crazy things about my mom I never knew.

Dean had been an idiot and missed it by a bit. Mixed communication. Now he hoped she came back, because truth be told he always had a little thing for Jo Harvelle. So when they had been flirting and the word date came up he took the opportunity to take her up on it.


He had plans at a nice restaurant, one that didn't have a drive through for that matter. He wasn't one of those flashy guys he was simple. Though he was trying to impress the girl too. He paced a bit hoping she hadn't changed her mind about wanting to go on a date with him. Seeing as he was cleaned up nicely, a pair of black jeans and a black buttom up shirt, he even left the jacket in the car.

ooc sorry nothing was up sooner been fighting migraine from Hell.

Dean awoke with a loud groan and rubbed his head, any loud sound seemed to make it throb. He felt movement and looked to the bed and scooted out quick. He began to wonder just how much he had to drink last night considering there were currently ten women in his bed. He groaned a bit and stood looking for his clothing. Sam was probably off with Bela and probably had no idea what happened last night either. Dean made note to never drink that much again, as soon as he figured out exactly how much that was.

He dressed quickly then and looked around the room grabbing his keys and headed outside. He paused then and looked around. Where the hell was his car?! He looked all over the hotel parking lot and muttered as there was no sign of his car so he went to the front desk.

"Dude where's my car?"

"How the fuck do I know?"

Dean blinked and looked at the guy and furrowed his brow thinking then.

"How did I get back here last night?"

"Cab full of sluts."

Dean rubbed his face then and muttered because now he had to remember what bar he went to last night. He still didn't remember the girls as he walked out he ran into one of them.

"Hey James."

That took Dean a moment then it clicked and he offered a smile. Maybe she could tell him what happened last night. He had to hope anyway.

"Hey uh what happened last night?"

"You don't remember?"

"Uh no."

"You took us all home with you. Though sadly you passed out before the fun started."

"Yeah sorry? What bar were we at?"

She gave him the name of the bar and he walked there, happy to see his car. He shook his head and made note to seriously cut down on the drinking. He looked for his phone and looked at the missed calls. Sam, Bela, Sam, Sam, Sam, Bela, Bela, Vanessa. Dean blinked at the Vanessa thing, he remembered her actually liked the girl. He was silently glad they weren't dating at this point or she might kill him on principle on going home with ten women.

Muse || Dean Winchester
Fandom || Supernatural
Word Count || 355

To be there back where I belong
To feel again the wind upon my face
To see again all that I took for granted
All that I left and everything I knew

Dean tried clawing his way out of Hell. His fingers ached and bled where his nails broke off, caked in dirt. He felt like his body was on fire, could almost feel boils raising up on his skin. He screamed out in pain feeling as if skin and muscle was melting away from bone. As if his soul was being torn apart and ready for a shredder. He was trying to fight to get back to Sam, to get to the one person he knew could help him hold on to who he was.

Dean Winchester wanted to be back traveling the road with Dean, where he belonged. He wanted to be alive again. He wanted to feel the wind on his face again. Wanted to feel the Impala rumbling around him as he blasted Metallica or Motorhead, even Metallica. He wanted his life back again.

He had taken life for granted, squandered his last year alive on cheap women and even cheaper booze. He could have spent more time with Sammy instead of out at the bars every night. He wanted everything he left behind and he would never take it for granted again. He just needed to get out of Hell.

Muse || Dean Winchester
Fandom || Supernatural
Word Count || 201

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